...it's a bit difficult to explain, but, like, all of the force behind an attack of, say, a knife would somehow be channeled straight into my head, attacking my sanity. So it's like I was being stabbed in the thoughts with a knife.

[ she brings her arms around herself without realizing it. ] But it's not like they were incapable of harming somebody physically. I guess it just depending on who they were up against. But... but I got to experience it all. I had my arms cut off, my legs, and then a chunk here and there and... [ she starts feeling sick all of a sudden. ]