[Hands over his notebook; it has the following poem carefully copied down:]
[Quattrocento by Margaret Atwood
The snake enters your dreams through paintings: this one, of a formal garden in which there are always three:
the thin man with the green-white skin that marks him vegetarian and the woman with a swayback and hard breasts that look stuck on
and the snake, vertical and with a head that’s face-coloured and haired like a woman’s.
Everyone looks unhappy, even the few zoo animals, stippled with sun, even the angel who’s like a slab of flaming laundry, hovering up there with his sword of fire, unable as yet to strike.
There’s no love here. Maybe it’s the boredom.
And that’s no apple but a heart torn out of someone in this myth gone suddenly Aztec.
This is the possibility of death the snake is offering: death upon death squeezed together, a blood snowball.
To devour it is to fall out of the still unending noon to a hard ground with a straight horizon
and you are no longer the idea of a body but a body, you slide down into your body as into hot mud.
You feel the membranes of disease close over your head, and history occurs to you and space enfolds you in its armies, in its nights, and you must learn to see in darkness.
Here you can praise the light, having so little of it:
it’s the death you carry in you red and captured, that makes the world shine for you as it never did before.
This is how you learn prayer.
Love is choosing, the snake said. The kingdom of god is within you because you ate it.]
I figure it's about, like... Eden, you know? But if he can give us anything more than that, that'd be real good. If you got any ideas, too, I'm all ears.
I'm thinking, like... if this was an answer. Should we be looking for a way to get to the angel from the garden? Up in heaven?
Re: Day 380
[Hands over his notebook; it has the following poem carefully copied down:]
[Quattrocento by Margaret Atwood
The snake enters your dreams through paintings:
this one, of a formal garden
in which there are always three:
the thin man with the green-white skin
that marks him vegetarian
and the woman with a swayback and hard breasts
that look stuck on
and the snake, vertical and with a head
that’s face-coloured and haired like a woman’s.
Everyone looks unhappy,
even the few zoo animals, stippled with sun,
even the angel who’s like a slab
of flaming laundry, hovering
up there with his sword of fire,
unable as yet to strike.
There’s no love here.
Maybe it’s the boredom.
And that’s no apple but a heart
torn out of someone
in this myth gone suddenly Aztec.
This is the possibility of death
the snake is offering:
death upon death squeezed together,
a blood snowball.
To devour it is to fall out
of the still unending noon
to a hard ground with a straight horizon
and you are no longer the
idea of a body but a body,
you slide down into your body as into hot mud.
You feel the membranes of disease
close over your head, and history
occurs to you and space enfolds
you in its armies, in its nights, and you
must learn to see in darkness.
Here you can praise the light,
having so little of it:
it’s the death you carry in you
red and captured, that makes the world
shine for you
as it never did before.
This is how you learn prayer.
Love is choosing, the snake said.
The kingdom of god is within you
because you ate it.]
I figure it's about, like... Eden, you know? But if he can give us anything more than that, that'd be real good. If you got any ideas, too, I'm all ears.
I'm thinking, like... if this was an answer. Should we be looking for a way to get to the angel from the garden? Up in heaven?