[i-is she being asked on a date?! well, maybe not, but it's hard to tell with this girl. She could almost laugh. She thought that HSS, to say nothing of the other teams whose members were actually killed, would hate her. Maybe that's just how she's predisposed to think. Maybe she thinks that's just what she deserves, even if she wants to be forgiven, wants people to like her. She's thought a good bit about whether she really is selfish since this incident, but they weren't exactly clear or objective thoughts so much as a cloud of self-loathing.
She still can't bring herself to say anything about King. She can tell that they are friends, and she doesn't want to somehow cause a fight between them. But she doesn't want to just abandon d.va either. She just needs a bit of time alone.]
Sekhmet: What I did, hm, I think it was also a bit selfish too. I do not want to feel the pain of losing myself again, and to live with constant dread of what I might do.
Sekhmet: I am truly grateful for your giving me the benefit of the doubt, and I admire your devotion to those you care about as well. You are a wonderful person, d.va. I would like to talk to you as well, but if it is alright, perhaps in a couple days, at least. As you have said, we need time for things to calm down. I need some time to rest and think about things.
Re: Day 118, sometime before sleepover
She still can't bring herself to say anything about King. She can tell that they are friends, and she doesn't want to somehow cause a fight between them. But she doesn't want to just abandon d.va either. She just needs a bit of time alone.]
Sekhmet: What I did, hm, I think it was also a bit selfish too. I do not want to feel the pain of losing myself again, and to live with constant dread of what I might do.
Sekhmet: I am truly grateful for your giving me the benefit of the doubt, and I admire your devotion to those you care about as well. You are a wonderful person, d.va. I would like to talk to you as well, but if it is alright, perhaps in a couple days, at least. As you have said, we need time for things to calm down. I need some time to rest and think about things.