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420blazeit) wrote2020-04-19 05:18 pm
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pre-monster° i was upset, b/c i had a fight with kohime and it sucked, so i went to the beach to sulk it out. king texted me to see if i was alright, and he eventually joined me at the beach. he had some 'feel better' booze with him, which i totally appreciated... and housed at my earliest convenience. no surprise, i got shit-faced, so like a completely level-headed person i stripped, having decided it was the perfect time & place to skinny dip.
post-monster° i woke up in the hospital with king & intensity in some kind of shitty 'nest'. initially aggressive it's possible to charm this feral side of... myself...
pre-monster° i was upset, b/c i had a fight with kohime and it sucked, so i went to the beach to sulk it out. king texted me to see if i was alright, and he eventually joined me at the beach. he had some 'feel better' booze with him, which i totally appreciated... and housed at my earliest convenience. no surprise, i got shit-faced, so like a completely level-headed person i stripped, having decided it was the perfect time & place to skinny dip.
post-monster° i woke up in the hospital with king & intensity in some kind of shitty 'nest'. initially aggressive it's possible to charm this feral side of... myself...
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pre-monster° not much going on this time. an objective game was running, but i was just helping people out and not actively participating. i approached levi for some help, since, he deals with this semi-regularly. i got a little nervous, but i have to find out more, so we decided to recreate what happened to force a transformation. pregamed cloud 9, because i hoped it'd take the ( literal ) edge off.
post-monster° cloud 9 also removed aggression. not sure if that's the reason i didn't attack dragon!levi or if it's because we're alike or... idk. ANYWAY: water? but baths & showers. salt water? but swam before. corruptions?
pre-monster° not much going on this time. an objective game was running, but i was just helping people out and not actively participating. i approached levi for some help, since, he deals with this semi-regularly. i got a little nervous, but i have to find out more, so we decided to recreate what happened to force a transformation. pregamed cloud 9, because i hoped it'd take the ( literal ) edge off.
post-monster° cloud 9 also removed aggression. not sure if that's the reason i didn't attack dragon!levi or if it's because we're alike or... idk. ANYWAY: water? but baths & showers. salt water? but swam before. corruptions?
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pre-monster° coins & math & taxes; OH MY! it's bad game time, and nem made a joke some people thought was in poor taste right out of the game and the motherfucken shitshow began. there's NO teamwork and i have 0% faith in us making it out in tact, because everybody's just screaming about stupid shit. hss tried bussing itself, but avante said no, uno reversing and stating they'd bus themselves. i... agreed to help, since people were already calling for avante's heads. itwastheonlyway. 4 exile votes cast. plants grew out of avante. never forget. never. im guilty. guilty.
pre-monster° coins & math & taxes; OH MY! it's bad game time, and nem made a joke some people thought was in poor taste right out of the game and the motherfucken shitshow began. there's NO teamwork and i have 0% faith in us making it out in tact, because everybody's just screaming about stupid shit. hss tried bussing itself, but avante said no, uno reversing and stating they'd bus themselves. i... agreed to help, since people were already calling for avante's heads. itwastheonlyway. 4 exile votes cast. plants grew out of avante. never forget. never. im guilty. guilty.
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pre-monster° i told kohime about the transformation and about how i'd like to better understand it and she agreed to help.
post-monster° it seems like i'm hostile if i'm threatened in some way, shape, or form, but if left to my own devices i don't really have a problem with anyone/thing around me. i need a reason of some kind, which honestly makes sense. i'm not exactly the sharpest tool in the shed, and i somehow got myself tangled in a bench ( don't ask ) but kohime helped me out of it, solidifying a positive relationship between us for the remainder of the day.
pre-monster° i told kohime about the transformation and about how i'd like to better understand it and she agreed to help.
post-monster° it seems like i'm hostile if i'm threatened in some way, shape, or form, but if left to my own devices i don't really have a problem with anyone/thing around me. i need a reason of some kind, which honestly makes sense. i'm not exactly the sharpest tool in the shed, and i somehow got myself tangled in a bench ( don't ask ) but kohime helped me out of it, solidifying a positive relationship between us for the remainder of the day.
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pre-monster° a game in a garden. i couldn't keep my shit together, because i'm still not over it. i did feel her presence though, even if i couldn't see it. i... know...
post-monster° i learned i changed during the final hurdle and got into it with several members of heart. no one died, thank god. opening the final gate lead us to three other gates: horned, flamed, and ivory. all of heart went through horned, but for some reason i couldn't join them. i joined them in the tower sometime later, presumably having gone through a different gate. i had no memory and i joined hadassah in fighting people that threatened her. [ the rest of the page is torn. ]
pre-monster° a game in a garden. i couldn't keep my shit together, because i'm still not over it. i did feel her presence though, even if i couldn't see it. i... know...
post-monster° i learned i changed during the final hurdle and got into it with several members of heart. no one died, thank god. opening the final gate lead us to three other gates: horned, flamed, and ivory. all of heart went through horned, but for some reason i couldn't join them. i joined them in the tower sometime later, presumably having gone through a different gate. i had no memory and i joined hadassah in fighting people that threatened her. [ the rest of the page is torn. ]
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pre-monster° -i- have no control of this monster self of mine, but i want to know if someone else capable of it. i need to know. i have to know... and so an experiment...
post-monster° â âââââ ââââ ââ ââââ âââââ ââââ ââââââââ. â ââââ âââââ ââ ââââ âââââ ââ ââââ âââââ ââ ââ âââ ââââ ââ ââââââ.
it might be possible.
pre-monster° -i- have no control of this monster self of mine, but i want to know if someone else capable of it. i need to know. i have to know... and so an experiment...
post-monster° â âââââ ââââ ââ ââââ âââââ ââââ ââââââââ. â ââââ âââââ ââ ââââ âââââ ââ ââââ âââââ ââ ââ âââ ââââ ââ ââââââ.
it might be possible.