[ nods. ]

I was... I was driving IRL like I do when I'm feeling upset and I just want to clear my head and stuff, and then they just kind of... popped out. I didn't expect it. I wasn't turned on. I don't think I have ever been less turned on in my life, since, well, I'm pretty sure I'm spiraling into a trauma hole, but... they still came out, and it freaked me the fuck out. I crashed. It was bad. I wasn't thinking clearly and I was upset, mad and scared, and I... I hacked them off.

I... I used my Heart Weapon to do it.
I used my Heart Weapon on myself...