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[He's quiet for a long, long couple of beats.]

[Then:]

...you guys all bit it.

I couldn't do anything.

feelin o helplessness, huh i felt sum of th same... im srry hurricane i kno u wldnt let tht hppn w/o tryng but god... bt it was hrd, lik, rly hrd to wtch

[ ghost hug. ]

I couldn't see nothing. Just - hear it.

And it was being helpless, but. Like.

It was like I messed stuff up again, too. Just - dropped the ball, and you guys were paying for it.

[Tucks his forehead in against her shoulder.]

...hey.

[ she circles an arm around him and pulls him against her, holding him closely. ]

Again? Hurricane, please, a mistake may happen every now and again, but you've never ever messed things up that badly.

[He doesn't answer that - seems fake.]

[But he does stay where he is, curled in against her, without retreating, so maybe he's listing at least.]

[ she's taking the time to type like a normal person, because she absolutely wants to get her point across. she gets the feeling that he's having trouble beliving a single word of it, because convincing him that he's anything but terrible has always been difficult. ]

[ but this is good.
this is real good. ]

[ she squeezes him for emphasis, ]

it's true. you always do your best, hurricane, and that's all anybody can ask of you. i know you wouldn't have wanted us to go out like that. and if you were able you'd absolutely have helped.

Yeah. If I could've.

But sometimes my best just doesn't cut it. Y'know?

and sometimes it's not going to be but as long as you try, hurricane, even if there isn't much you can do... because it's still something! like, sometimes i feel like i let you down i want to be there for you and i want to make you happy

Dude... you've never let me down.

ty hurricane you're one of my most important people here from day 1 and, fyi, there's nothing you could do to let me down, ok

[...oh]

[Please excuse him while he has a feeling for a second.]

[He makes a soft sound that is probably not identifiably anything]

[ she's just going to hold him.
he can have all the feels he needs to have.
he's entitled. ]

putting us and our relationship to words isn't easy hurricane but you mean so much to me never forget that ♥

[The words are muffled and a little shaky.]

Yeah... same.

You're, like - you're real important to me. You know that?

it's always nice to hear but you never stop showing me even in small gestures like this soup which i legit can't wait for

Ah - yeah.

Right, you gotta be hungry.

[He eases back, a little reluctant.]

Let's go get you some soup.

[ she doesn't pull completely away, since, like him, she's a little reluctant too. ]

what kind of soup did you end up making?

Chicken.

I know you like it, so.

♥ aw ty chicken noodle is ttly our soup!

That's cause chicken noodle's totally the best soup.

legit we should cook again sometime it's always a good time especially w/ you

Stealing my lines again, dude.

But, whatcha wanna make? Maybe we better give the soup a break, since we got leftovers already.

[He's quiet a beat, thinking.]

Maybe we could do fried rice? I remembered making it, like. Before we got here.

:P sounds like a plan we're going to be chefs in no time so we might as well expand our repertoire yo that sounds good to me! i'm getting hungry already!

Just say when, dude. Anytime, I'm in.

same, tbh i'm always down to cook with you!

[They're probably about back to the dorm by now? He just kind of leans against the hotel room door to push it open so they can head in.]

Fingers crossed it turns out okay.

The memory ended before anyone tried it, so.

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