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[420blazeit]

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" 미안하다!
I'm not here right now,
but leave a message and I'll get back to you asap!
♥ D.Va"

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[purrrnicious]

[She stabbed right through, so this is a 'needs stitches' kind of situation.]

No, you don't!

I don't know what kind of world you came from, but this one is like mine –– you don't get to have everyone, and everything! You get nothing and no one, and someday you'll have to choose.

[420blazeit]

[ she's still going to bandage it up until she decides if she's calling a sensitiv or intensity. fuck. she can't believe she stabbed herself this badly. ]

...

I think the only big decision any of us will be making is the decision of heaven, hell, or other. And I already made mine a long time ago, ...

I feel like I'm just incapable of making you happy. Like, we're doing so good and then... [ grits her teeth and huffs, sniffling a bit. ] You should know I'm not one to follow the rules or, like, give up and stuff, and who is going to tell me I can't have it all? Who's going to stop me?

I want you. I want them. [ but her endgame will probably net her no one. ]

[purrrnicious]

[She leans in, tone bitter.]

And when they say, save me or him?

[420blazeit]

I don't accept the black and the white, Kohime.

I'll find a way to save you both.

[purrrnicious]

That's not a real answer and you know it.

[Shoves her, hard.]





You'll pick him.

[420blazeit]

[ stumbles back. ]

Don't tell me what I'll do, ...
Since when has anything I've ever done been conventional?

[purrrnicious]

[Quietly:]

If it was me, you would have just said so.

[420blazeit]

I'm not willing to give up on any of you.

[ she takes a deep breath. ]

And I know you're upset about King. He's someone that's been here from the start for me. Not to mention we're on the same unit, so we've had more of a chance to form a bond. I know you probably don't consider coming in behind him much of a feat, but considering the things we've been though and how we came to be... I think our bond and relationship is special in its own right. Whether you think I'm full of shit or not, Kohime, I do love you, and I do really care for you, and there's nowhere I'd rather be than right here. I cherish the time we spend together, and I'm hoping that when push comes to shove in the endgame... I can make the decision to make you completely happy.

[purrrnicious]

You're hoping?



. . .Come on. We're not kids. Hope is for children –– and dumb hearts and sparkles princesses, probably. There's what you can do, yourself, and nothing I do is going to change things, is it?

[She waves her bloody injured arm, indicating her nasty little stab wound.]

[420blazeit]

...it has nothing to do with that sorta stuff. It's more like... I'm committed to making bad decisions, I guess, and there's nothing that's going to stop me from taking her out. I have to. I can't not, especially now, because I have too. many. reasons. [ she balls a fist. ] She's hurt too many people I care about and [ digs her nails into her palm until she's drawing blood. ] that's not okay. But maybe, like, deep down I know that I'm not strong enough and I don't know how to get strong enough, so... if suddenly I'm given the opportunity...

I'm not good enough, basically.
I have to be strong enough to... to do everything I want to do, because otherwise I'm just going to let everybody down, myself included.

It's what happened back home, and... and that... it still tears me up inside. If I had been stronger, then maybe I wouldn't have, like, ...I...

[ but she's getting off topic. ]

[ she moves toward kohime to catch her hand. ] I'm going to do everything in my power to be strong enough and good enough, so when the time comes I don't disappoint you. I know what we have isn't ideal, but you have to know [ she drops a kiss on her hand. ] that I do care for you and I would lay my life on the line for yours.

[purrrnicious]

[She doesn't say:

I hate this.

I want to hurt you like you hurt me.

But I'm so tired of being alone.

And second place is the best I'll ever get.

Instead, she just sounds tired as she says:]

Maybe she's not that bad. I mean, she picked me over Shadow Weaver. So, you know, there is that.

[420blazeit]

...

If you don't get revived by a pep!, then she sends some shit minion of hers to drag you to her, so she can mindfuck you, and then while you're still reeling she corrupts you with some of her patent hell glue.

And that "deal" didn't have to happen in the first place. You're not getting a damn thing out of it, are you, ...just fu- [ she just shuts her mouth and doesn't finish that thought. kohime's already feeling poorly. ]

Let's go get you patched up. SensitIV or Intensity?

[purrrnicious]

[Her tail lashes sharply before she abruptly stills and controls it.]

Yeah, I know what she's like. I met her, remember?

And none of the above.

[420blazeit]

[ she just keeps her mouth shut and her jaw set tight. she'll keep her comments about lilith to herself. ]

...so what then? We do it on our own?

[purrrnicious]

Do what? I'll bandage it later.

[She says, like it doesn't look like a murder scene here.]

[420blazeit]

[ stares at her like she's grown a second head. ]

Or we could stitch it up now.

[purrrnicious]

And I want my knife back.

[420blazeit]

Let me stitch you up back in my room and I'll give it back.

[purrrnicious]

I think Heart Soldier's dorm is the last place I want to be.

[420blazeit]

BARiTONES then?

[purrrnicious]

Second last place!

[420blazeit]

So then why don't we stay here? I'll just go buy some stuff from the points shop to take care of it.

[purrrnicious]

[she is a feral cat she roams the city and goes to BiT every couple days for a nap to avoid gray disease

also she sounds a little irritable when she answers:]





I'll just wrap it. It's fine.

[420blazeit]

...

I'll be right back.

[ she's going to go get some stuff from the shop. ]

[purrrnicious]

[SHE









DOES NOT STAY PUT.]