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Mm... I guess.

It was-- gruesome.

And I couldn't help you at all... Even though you were one of the only ones who tried to help me.

I bet.

[ she drops her hands from his face, so she can, instead, circle them around him. tugs him against her for a hug. ] ...what happened had been gruesome after all.

I'll always try to help you, King. [ lets out a sigh. ]

And Intensity was right about last night. I got in wreck. It was an accident though, and I probably always say that, but... my tentacles came out, which makes no sense, so I crashed. It was real bad, as I'm sure you can imagine.

[ she scoots back and then turns around, slowly peeling away the layers of clothing she's got on until she can show him her back, which is, well, a mess. ] I... I cut them off...

[ Uh

Wait

Processing...

Holy shit ]

You...

I... I hate to admit that I was afraid of them, but... that's kind of it...

[ she bows her head and stares at the ground. ]

...

[ It... is time to pull D.Va into a very tight, drunk hug. ]

It's okay to be afraid.

[ she lets him, immediately shutting her eyes and bringing her arms up around him, so she can squeeze him in return. ]

I don't like this feeling...
Being afraid.

[ she digs her nails into his back and starts shaking. ]

And I didn't know if I could trust them. I thought they were going to betray me, l- like they did in my dream thing.

What happened in the dream...?

[ she takes a deep breath. ]

...ok, so, like, I was driving with the demon girlfriend, and it was great. Real fun. And then I said I could make a jump across some bridge, because, y'know, of course. I can make any jump. I'm the best. So I put the pedal to the metal. But then, IDK, I didn't, because... well, nightmare. [ she shrugs. ] It was okay though, kind of, because I can't die. I get in wrecks all the time, but... but then she wasn't the one next to me anymore. It was Kohime. And she was freaking out. Like, of course she was. We were going to crash.

I wanted to help her, but my tentacles, they... [ she starts breathing a bit heavier as she reaches to cup her face with her hand. ] they slithered up my arms and locked my hands in place, they snared them to the steering wheel. I could move. I- I was trapped. A- And she was screaming. She was going to die. [ tears well in her eyes as she can see the entire thing replaying all. over. again. ]

Then we crashed.

It was bad, but... but I can't die... [ she shuts her eyes and speaks more quietly. ] But she was right across from me, dead, and all I could do was stare at her...

[ Holy shit.

Just... absorbing all of that for a moment. ]

And then... they came out in real life, like in the nightmare? And that's why you cut them off?

[ nods. ]

I was... I was driving IRL like I do when I'm feeling upset and I just want to clear my head and stuff, and then they just kind of... popped out. I didn't expect it. I wasn't turned on. I don't think I have ever been less turned on in my life, since, well, I'm pretty sure I'm spiraling into a trauma hole, but... they still came out, and it freaked me the fuck out. I crashed. It was bad. I wasn't thinking clearly and I was upset, mad and scared, and I... I hacked them off.

I... I used my Heart Weapon to do it.
I used my Heart Weapon on myself...

[ .... Well, that... isn't good. That means-- ]

D.Va...

[ but that's enough of that.
dusting her hands off she just gets up abruptly. ]

Let's get out of here. Nature sucks.

[ Still on the ground looking up at her in surprise. ]

But...

Are you sure?

Sure I'm sure.

[ she's not sure. ]

[ Well... okay.

Slowly gets to his feet --

Staggers precariously. ]

[ she spins around a bit too fast, and almost topples over, but she manages to keep her balance... somehow. it might be the tail. the tail helps. the tail is good. ]

...

EL OH EL.

Dude, you're trashed. [ laughs. ]

I know.

[ Still wobbling a little. ]

Be nice.

I aaaaam being nice.

I'm always nice.
Especially to you.
Eeeeeeeeeeespecially to King.

[ she blows him a kiss. ]

Good.

[ Latching onto her for balance. ]

Where're we going?

[ slips an arm around him and gives him a few kisses for good measure. ]

Hooooooow aboooooout the amusement park!

[ Well.

That's random, but sure. ]

Sure? If you want.

[ she can only think of so many things right now.
but also... she has no idea how to get there, so don't expect to actually get there. ]

If you'd rather go somewhere else we can. Like, uh, the arcade. I'll kick your ass for free.

[ POINTS AT HER

...

Or like... vaguely where she is. Drunk with one eye bad. ]

You can certainly try.

[ rolls BOTH of her eyes. ]

Loser bottoms.

[ But she doesn't have any tentacles right now.

...

Hang on while he logics this out for a second. ]

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