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[420blazeit]

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13:37 pm

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" 미안하다!
I'm not here right now,
but leave a message and I'll get back to you asap!
♥ D.Va"

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Re: 2/2

[420blazeit]

Kohime!

[ and she’s not expecting to be puppeted. this is the weirdest feeling ever and, guess what, she doesn’t like it. ]

...

[ now she’s just disappointed. what a turn this took. ]

Re: 2/2

[purrrnicious]

[She walks them right up to each other, stopping when they're only a couple feet apart, though she doesn't release D.Va even then.]

What's the matter? Change your mind already? Oh no. That was fast.




[Her smile, her posture, mannerism, it's all deliberately casual and sassy, if a little cartoonishly exaggerated –– like she's trying to play the part of a terrible, femme fatale type villain. But her eyes a just a little wild –– remember that oh-so-slightly unstable Catra in the barracks in her heart? Looks like she might be making a cameo here.]

[420blazeit]

I’m not sure why you think you have to hold me against my will. It’s not like I was the one planning on leaving. I wasn’t lying when I said this is exactly where I wanted to be, Kohime.

[ she’s not sure what she can do or say to fix this. nothing, probably. this was always going to be a problem, but she’s not sure how and why it suddenly came about when they were just having a good time. it must have been something she said. ]

So what plans have you got for us, hm?

[purrrnicious]

[Releases her.]

[420blazeit]

[ just stands there. ]

So?

[purrrnicious]

"So"?

You wanted me, here I am.

[420blazeit]

[ ... ]

I’m going to clean this stuff up, since I guess we’re finished eating.

I thought we could stargaze, but if you’re not into the idea, Kohime, then... I’m not going to force you to stay and be miserable.

[ goes to clean up, which doesn’t take too long. ]

[purrrnicious]

[She's just.




Standing there, she doesn't say anything. She's not really even tracking what D.Va is doing, either.]

[420blazeit]

[ as soon as she’s done she’s going to climb on top of the pavilion and look back to kohime. ]

Join me?

[purrrnicious]

[Bursts out laughing, just a little hysterical.]

[420blazeit]

...

[ she has no idea how to react to that. she just feels stupid at this point. upset and hurt. lays down on the roof, tail draped over herself. ]

[purrrnicious]

[It tapers off eventually into hiccups that sound a little like sobs, then she's quiet again, except for some rustling as she searches through her clothes for something.]

[420blazeit]

[ she hears her, but she doesn't peer over the edge. just stares straight up at the sky, though she's really got no interest in the stars anymore. ]

[purrrnicious]

[More rustling, then a pause––




And then a soft grunt followed by a sharp, long hiss.]

[420blazeit]

[ alright, now that's something she can't ignore, so instead of just looking down at kohime she's going to jump down and start toward her. ]

What are you doing?

[purrrnicious]

[welp tw for self-injury














because she's sunk a small knife into her arm, damn near through it, and has her ears pinned back and tail lashing as she stands with blood dripping onto the ground.]

[420blazeit]

[ she's going to rush over as soon as she sees the knife and the blood and grab her freaking wrist. ] What the fuck do you think you're doing?! [ squeezes, tight, giving her a tug until she's close enough for her to pull the knife out. ]

Kohime, answer me! [ it's a bit difficult one handed, but she'll be attempting to cut up her skirt, so she can make some makeshift bandages. ]

[purrrnicious]

[She jerks and gives another hiss, because that hurts and it makes the bleeding worse, and then she twisting to try and pull away.]

Isn't that your thing? Bleed for you?

Let go of me!

[420blazeit]

I am NOT going to let go!

[ but since she's clearly hurting her she will ease her grip. ]

Did doing this make you feel better?
Do you think hurting yourself helped?

[purrrnicious]

I said, let go.

[420blazeit]

And I said no.

I want you to tell me why...

[purrrnicious]

You tell me! This is your whole thing, right? It's supposed to prove something?

But it doesn't matter what I do, it won't make a difference!

[420blazeit]

If it's my whole stupid thing, then why the hell are you doing it?!

Stop saying that! Stop it, Kohime, stop it right! now!! Do you know how many times I could have walked away because of something like this! Instead of trying to make it work I could have just been like I'm done, but I refuse to do that, because I. love. you. and I think you're worth all the effort. Stop comparing yourself to other people! You're not other people and that's why I care about you!

[purrrnicious]

––Because I don't know what else to do!

You don't. Get it. You never get it!

[420blazeit]

And you don't get it either!

[ ...takes a deep breath. ]

I'm not like her, Kohime. [ said softly as she makes an attempt to bandage her arm with the shredded bits of her skirt. ] I'm not going to leave you.

Now, please, look at me.